Oh well... Things happen

2009-03-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

It has become clearer now

When you could see the differences between ourselves

2009-03-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

The year 4 student from EEE jumped down the EEE school building yesterday morning at around 10.30am. I heard it from my friends when i went to school in the afternoon.

It's surprising that after a brief report about this incident in the news at 6.30 pm last night, they introduced the details about the professor. They said: "this prof has graduated from London University in 1991, joined NTU in 1992, is married with two kids in primary school"

....

This is obviously not we want to hear!

What we want to know is why exactly is the student who will be graduating in 2 months time be doing such a thing.

I heard that the Prof was not very helpful with the student's FYP. And my friend from EEE told me that the Prof wanted to fail the student for the FYP.

The Indonesian chinese is very smart. That's why he could be in year 4 at a young age of 20.

The student merely cut the Prof on the back. If he had wanted to kill the Prof, he would have pointed the sharp end of the knife towards the Prof. I believe his intention was to cut the Prof to leave a mark on him, then kill himself so as to make the Prof feel guilty/ have nightmares in the rest of his life. That's my guess.

Anyway, i don't know what's with the people in my neighbourhood this 2 days. First is the EEE final year student. Then is this person who lived just opposite of my block jumped down the HDB flat this morning at around 6am. It's directly opposite my window. I'm glad i was still asleep.

2009-02-09T00:37:00.000+08:00

How i wish i have the key to this car~~~

(8 Febraury 2009, Marina Square)

2009-01-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

The CNY performance at LKC-LT on 23rd Jan, Friday.

See the projected image at the screen behind....

Now i'm convinced that i'm tiny ><

2009-01-18T01:30:00.001+08:00

Tired.

very very tired.

how long more is retirement?

2009-01-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

My life in uni now is so darn dull... And boring... And sad~~~ T.T

Don't really wanna get out of school yet though, 'cos that would mean youth is over.

But can you imagine the kind of friends i'm hanging out with everday... Damn, people like me from YCS and PJ (except the muggers) will be bored to death!

Imagine the chat topics among your friends are such as: school work, textbooks, notes, tutorials, what time they took their train in the morning, what electives they take, etc. The only topic outside school-related stuffs is TV programmes! Those that I don't watch! Sian arh~

2009-01-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

Highlight!!!! BIG BIG Highlight of the day!

Warm Chocolate Cake @ Bakerzin (Jurong point)

$4.90 ONLY!!!! Half-priced!!! (Valid till 31st Jan)

The superlicious warm chocolate cake from Bakerzin served hot with icy cold vanilla ice-cream! Cut a piece of the warm chocolate cake with the thick chocolate sauce together with a spoonful of vanilla ice-cream. It's an irresistible combination of warm and cold sensations! My goodness! =D

2009-01-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

Welcome year 2009.
Let's hope everything goes fine.

2008 reflections.

Too many things happened, few are good ones as far as i had remembered. Especially towards the last quarter of the year, it was probably the worst days of my life so far.

I had lost my handphone. My LG KS20. I believed it was stolen, and it was so hard for me to get over it. I was mad at myself to the point that i nearly tipped into madness.

After that incident, i was convinced that kind people do not get anything good in return for the good deed they've done. You can be the kind one to return others their valuables you found, but somehow you just won't meet such kind people who would return you your valuable they found.

I've been seeing the darker side of the ugly society these few days. Or should i say, i realised how ugly some people in the society actually are. Impatience, uncourteous, impolite, etc.. The typical attitude of many living in this urban place. I am one, too, i confess. And i thought i would never bother about being kind to people since i don't get anything good in return for being kind. But somehow there's an obligation, a voice telling me that i need to help when help is needed, and to follow the heart's will. Then i realised what i've always wanted in return when i do provide help in a way or other, is the peace of mind. Priceless.

For my stolen handphone, I just hope that it would be found one day. If not, it'll just lead me to the will to save up for a new, better phone.

2008 had been a rather unpleasant year for me. But good thing is, these unpleasant events are lessons taught that are unavailable in school.

Through the social experience Dad had shared with us, I guess i've grown. I'm learning to be tolerant, to forgive and forget, and ignore wherever necessary. But i'm still bad with handling disappointments.

And there goes year 2008,

Happy new year to my dear ones.

2008-12-31T00:33:00.001+08:00

Don't tell me there's no hope.

I don't wish to believe that it's gone forever.

2008-12-27T02:12:00.033+08:00

Updating a whole week of adventure~

So plenty of pictures in this post...

First up! on 19 Dec 2008! My birthday!~~~

My teddy bear and I went Sentosa to playyyyyy~

The exciting moments...

The weirdos in underwater world!

Can you spot anything here?

The sunken christmas tree...

The big crab! a stationary one though

Trying to kiss it!

On 20th Dec 2008...

We're going for a picnic at Marina Barrage!

Preparing our picnic food...

Here are the messy-hair chefs. The messier-hair one (Irene) is busy preparing her sandwich.

And tadaa~ Here's the messier-hair chef's signature dish! mayo egg mixed with chopped cucumber!

Here's mine!

On 24th Dec 2008, Christmas eve.

We're going camping!

All ready to go~

Our territory...

Inside the tent...

At the coast...

Waiting for sun rise! =)

When it was still dark

When the sun came out and we couldn't see where it was...

On 26th Dec 2008, Boxing day.

Went to Tiong Bahru plaza to have a pasta buffet. Quite worth it since we paid e youth price (14.90++) instead of the adult price (19.90++) which is inclusive of 2 premium plates for each person. The pasta size is about half e size of a normal pasta, so i thought it's kinda big. Nevertheless, I managed to finish 3.5 plates of pasta. The original Japanese pastas are nice, the soup pastas are a bit salty and some cream pastas too. The side dish, fishy spiral is e nicest side dish of all i feel.

Overall, the pastas are not remarkably tasty. You will wanna try many different types of pastas in the whole list of different varieties from the menu, but after trying about 2 or 3 of them, you'll probably start to get sick of pastas especially when you start to feel full.

I give it 3 out of 5 stars.

going home!~

2008-12-24T00:57:00.002+08:00

I won't be having a new blog.

I'm not looking forward to christmas.

I'm not looking forward to new year.

I'm not looking forward to anything.

I'm pathetic.

and I don't wish to talk.

2008-12-14T00:25:00.003+08:00

Met my long-time-no-see jie mei Rui Fang last night. And also my dear cousin Karen. =D But Fang wasn't feeling well.. It's been one week already. And she had seen 2 doctors but none of the medicine the doctors prescribed worked for her... Hope she'll get well soon.

We met to get to a gathering at east coast chalet... Think my vision at night wasn't very good.. I only saw Regina, Lan Dan, Cheng Kai, Wei lei, Fu Keong, Shun Quan, Jun Tat and Zhenlin.. Most of the guys all botak already wor... We spent 21bucks to take cab and get there but only stayed there for about an hour, 'cos any longer seems to be time wasting, and we had already wasted some money on cab. The environment wasn't pleasant anyway. And nothing worth mentioning. It's just another similar chalet.

2008-12-07T00:13:00.009+08:00

He made me tear again...

With joy!

my dear Shangru,

Happy Anniversary! =D

We celebrated this special day yesterday at AMK Hub and Boat Quay, 'cos he's leaving Singapore in the morning with his family to Genting for holiday~

I forgot to dress nice nice! Glad he didn't mind! ^^

Here's what he gave me:

A bag full of surprises!

And the sweet message on the tag...

There's this in the bag!

Sweet... ^^ Yea, it's a pair of mp3 players.

Nice right! i also think so~

In the bag, there's a black book too! it's titled "Secrets". Heex. That's what that made me started tearing...

So touching, really...

Revealing an abstract (ignore the handwriting XD) :

And another thing in the bag...

Which i don't know why is it there... lol..

And we went a restaurant in Boat Quay named 'Sizzling Rock' for a kinda romantic dinner =D

Tadaa~ My lovely boy =D

My dinner...

Does this look like it's finished?

The crayfish is on a piece of volcanic rock which was heated to 450 degrees C and when the food was being served, it was raw. Like Pepper Lunch, have to cook it ourselves!

While trying to arrange the tomatos and onions, my pinky finger accidentally touched the side of the hot rock =( abit pain pain..

My dear sr is so nice! He grabbed my injured finger and gave a gentle kiss on the bruise.

aww.. so heart-warming =D

He is a great guardian too! His build gives me the sense of security, and he really protects me, grabs me well to prevent me from falling or knocking onto anybody. =D

haven't been so happy for so long...

Really really really thankful to him for bringing me so much joy, especially yesterday...

I'm so pampered! ^^

luv him lots! =D

2008-11-30T01:23:00.002+08:00

Exams r over! for this semester =/

one month break only. but better then don't have.

Fireworks @ Vivocity is so nice! love it! =D

And the super duper yummy warm chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream! Oh my goodness!

Another fantastic date with ru =)

2008-11-16T12:35:00.002+08:00

Exams now till 27th oct~

Will be shifting my blog! But subjected to ru's progress.. and ru's blog will be up again! but at different url..

2008-10-11T23:18:00.002+08:00

He

and his effort

to bring me happiness

in spite of my deepest sorrow

with pleasant surprises and lovely gifts

He is

my silly boy

2008-10-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

She fought brave

But had lost the battle

She was my Grandma

My greatest, highly respectible Grandma

And if she could hear me again...

Ah ma, Ah hua loves you.

2008-08-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

I

must be strong.

2008-08-17T01:15:00.002+08:00

Pepper's new friend!~

Chuppy!!!!

Nice yea? i took the photo ok! Cheng Kai's Chuppy is so friendly.. he waved with his tail at anybody.

He's pretty, white and spotless but chubby! But my naughty Pepper scared Chuppy when she charged towards him. lol..

n hor, Chuppy pee everywhere! Like every minute also pee lor.. I asked Cheng Kai if Chuppy is urgent, he said Chuppy pee whole day already.. lol..

2008-08-01T12:32:00.002+08:00

Tickle Quiz: Is He a Gentleman or a Jerk?

- Result! -

***
He is a Work in Progress

Your guy is great, with a big heart and warm spirit. He is somewhat clueless though, and it can be frustrating when he doesn’t seem to “get it” when it comes to romance. However, do not despair. If his heart is in the right place than he may a gentleman in the making. Guys like him respond best to clear directions. Your best move is to tell him exactly what you like and don’t like when you are dating someone, or have your friends coach him through planning a romantic night for you. He will be so excited when he is shown how to make you swoon. Hang in there.

***

true...

2008-07-25T21:45:00.003+08:00

Good mood in the morning...

My last day at work! ^^ The people at Fulflex are very nice! ^^ with the exception of a some... Wanted to make some muffins for them, but my stupid oven is spoilt at the wrong moment. =S

These 3 weeks i've been working closely with Manoja and Lily... These 2 auntie-soon-to-be are so cute. lol. They are very sweet as well. Despite me being only a temporary staff, and only worked for 3weeks, they wanted a farewell for me.. We ordered Mc delivery.. Lily, Sunil and Wanghua wished me good luck and all the best before I go..

So nice.. The lab department is like a big family.. I'll miss everyone =)

ofcos, I'll miss Nash! =P

hmmm.. Left my orange juice in the lab fridge T.T

Bad mood in the evening...

Had heaty food again. Throat hasn't been too well yet still had too much of it this week.. Ru wants to.. I know he cannot and shouldn't take too much of this kind of food, I could stop him, but i ended up agreeing... haix.. I really can't take good care of him...

Went to Fairprice (without a choice) to buy a butter. Just a butter. And i have to squeeze through the stinky **** and the obasans and ojisans.. Terrible lah... One **** in front of me in the queue walked out of the queue to get something and when he came back, he went back into the queue and stood in front of me.. No brainer.
I didn't bother to tell him that he needs to re-queue if he had exited the queue 'cos i doubt he'll understand proper english.

I truely and deeply hate Fairprice to the core.

*profile updated

2008-07-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

I thought i was gonna change him for the better

Then i realised it was all for my good

I really should be contented with what it is now

Afterall, who am i to ask for more

2008-07-14T23:37:00.003+08:00

The Saturday was damn great! Look!!!!!!

Elvin Ng!!!! Omg!!!

We met him at Vivocity, Toastbox that morning when me and my lucky cousin were having breakfast.. lol! I know it's a fact i don't have to say, but still, He is very shuai!!!!!!! OMG!

*cool down*

ok.. ya, he is very shuai.. XD Tall, dark and handsome XD lalalala~~~~

2008-07-08T21:59:00.010+08:00

Some old and recent pictures. Finally got the chance to upload!

The Kota Tinggi scenary~~~~

Kota Tinggi Waterfall!~

Nice right?! Thanks to my photography skill. =P The waterfall is small and the water was damn cold!

As we tried to deep our feets in, i took a chance to pinch my sis-in-law-to-be's head!

- end of Kota Tinggi trip -

Focus on Pepper! again.. =P

ahahaha.. so cuuuuuuute XD

See how harmoniously she lives with nauzzle, my sis-in-law-to-be's pet dog:

Days at crepe house: The crepehouse's snowman! I made it with cai hong, my colleague at crepehouse in Bugis's branch. Cai hong added the face features with choco chips while i squeezed a piece of almond flake on the head and I don't know what is it =X Hair, maybe? XD

My super date on Saturday XD

He looks damn cool in the pic XD ahaha XD

Bugis Arcade:

OMG! The people there are so sick!

They stripped Pooh.. =(

2008-07-04T12:40:00.002+08:00

Second day at Fulflex. Late again! T.T should have walked to interchange straight instead of waiting for the company bus that i have already missed when i reached there and i didn't know. =x

The last day at crepehouse was horrible! That plum woman who works at JP crepehouse most of the days has a terrible work attitude. She does the crepe skin and wrapped the crepes anyhow. The crepes she made are the ugliest. The lady boss scolded her on Wednesday, but she still acted as if she's happy in front of the lady boss.. So fake. And after the lady bss was gone, she badmouthed the lady boss to me. Her mood was totally bad, plus the bad temper of hers, her work attitude completely sucks. She raised her voice fiercely at me in front customers and even to the customers, like everyone in the world owes her. Customers smile at me most of the times when i said thank you to them as they walk away, but it was different on Wednesday.

Anyway, i'm not there any more.. The better crepes in town are in Bugis =)

2008-06-30T15:43:00.002+08:00

o.O my profile for age is still 18. Why didn't anybody tell me?! Currently updated.

And my 20 is coming. In 1/2-year time. =S

As i thought i could find no meaning in life anymore, i feel much care around. It's really nice to have good friends around, yet I prefer to have some quiet time alone.

Having bad throat and cough, persistently for 3 weeks. Seen my family doctor twice, finished 24 tabs of antibotics and 2 bottles of cough syrup. This stupid throat of mine seems incurable. The tonsilities especially. Might consider to go for an operation, but it'd be such a waste of money..

2008-06-29T21:22:00.002+08:00

Success always occurs in private and failure in full view.

And when there's a bright side and a dark side to a situation, most people prefer to look at the dark side.

I find myself keeping more to myself.

Why, is everything I do be a mistake in the eyes of others.

Mistakes. so is my existence.

And so it makes each of my day be a torture.

2008-06-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

oops =x

haven't been blogging since almost a month ago. Missed wishing the 3 cancer babies' a happy birthday on blog. happy belated birthday to xiao yun, xue ting and long teng =)

went malaysia on wednesday. Each time i go there, i'll suddenly love singapore very much =x Went to several places. Went Kota Tinggi to see the waterfall. quite pretty, but it's a very small one. The nature's scenary is kinda ruined by the slides and other man-made alterations. So, not really worth seeing.. Besides, the water is a bit polluted..

Apart from the one day holiday. Think i'll quit the job at crepehouse soon. Probably after next week. not tired of the work, but tired of working with the non locals there.

2008-06-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

Started work yesterday!

The Crepe House lady boss smsed me last week, saying that I can work yesterday and this friday at Bugis Junction... But she didn't state how much she offer to pay me. Never mind though. 'cos i don't think it'll be less than what i asked for. And the pay i expect is rather low too...

The first day there being a cashier. The keys are easy to handle... Except sometimes i get too nervous and may press wrong... After a few hours there, I finally got used to it.. It's kind of easy, but the responsibility is big. My colleagues, both from china, told me Tuesday is always the lousiest day. They have the fewest customers on Tuesday. The crepes there are really too expensive I guess. Not really worth the price.

One of my colleagues made one crepe for me. Banana with chocolate sauce and vanilla ice cream. Free for me but costs other people $5.50. It's very nice. Especially when you bite it together with the ice-cream, but most people like to eat the ice-cream first with spoon.

Will be going back to Bugis Junction's branch this friday, which is also Wei Jing's birthday, from 2pm-10pm... stand for 8hours also very tiring....

2008-06-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Shifu!!!

Haven't seen him for a long long time! So nothing much to say. Happen to look at his pictures in Friendster and omg! He's so muscular lah... Dark with nice abs.

If only sr's abdominal muscle is half that nice XD =P

2008-06-02T00:45:00.002+08:00

Click 5's concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T i didn't watch. T.T

very very sad.

The concert i performed on saturday night was alright. Glad i didn't play any wrong note and it went pretty smoothly. I suggested to clap our hands during our 6bar rests 'cos otherwise the whole thing will be quite dull. And before we perform, we worry the audience wouldn't join us in the clapping, then it'll be so malu! Surprisingly, they clapped all the way! Really really glad.
But dad and brother said I should have performed a solo piece.. When i overcome stage fright, i will, maybe =D

Oh dear... what's with mcdonald's. The new food is so terrible! especially the onion rings lah! The onion rings look abnormal, taste strange and is ridiculously expensive! terrible! The new green tea mcFlurry is quite nice though. But expensive...

2008-05-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

The 2e2 chalet turned out to be a steamboat outing near Boon Keng. 6 shuai ges and 2 mei nus altogether: Cheng Kai, Wei Lei, Zhi Long, Jun Jie, Zhen Lin, Zhen Wei, Karen and me...

My long-time-no-see friends~ They are still the same lah... Zhenlin with his censored jokes, Jun Jie talks at the rate of 6words/sec and out of 20 sentences, 1 is interesting. Anyway, when these people come together, the world can never be a peaceful place.

Supposed to meet at 6, i purposely got myself there late and ended up reaching there the earliest. Was starving badly already. By the time everybody reaches, it was about 7.30~ We walked to Chong Pang steamboat. So expensive! $16/head leh... But the price includes free flow of drinks. The choice of food there quite limited also.. I looked for the cooked food first when i was there. 'cos was too hungry to wait for anything to be cooked and ready to serve. The fried mantou is nice!

- after dinner -

To The Hive!

Karen and i walked with Wei Lei to his workplace, The Hive. A hostel for foreign backpackers. It's quite a nice place, at least i think it is. And i think it'll make the backpacking tour even more adventurous.

We wandered about and then a caucasian girl came to the vending machine there, pointing and asking for snack. She is so adorable! Karen bought her the chocolate yan yan biscuit. The little girl said she cant have it and demanded for the strawberry flavoured one. We both digged our wallets for coins and let her insert the coins into the vending machine but Karen pressed the wrong number ><>

2008-05-18T23:45:00.009+08:00

Introducing....

The home of Pepper!

This is her new toy!

And this is Pepper!~

*ignoring*

apple head!

Longan eyes!

at the end of the day.....

tadaaa!~ around of applause for Pepper!~

2008-05-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

I don't understand...

What's with the internal war between my relatives? Since the day my ah ma was admitted to hospital because she fell and broke her bone, some of my relatives are not in very good terms. There is one who always pushes responsibilities and acted as if oneself has done a lot. Detestable fellow. The particular group of my relatives is especially irritating. They are not satisfied with the plans that my dad has come out with, yet they don't come out with one plan of their own. They think they have done a lot and want others to appreciate their efforts.

They mind so much about money! My godfather aka the eldest son of my ah ma was always standing out to bear all the costs when he himself doesn't earn a lot. This of course can't work out. So my dad tried to make everyone share the cost and split the medical fees of my ah ma. In the end? He was being accused by that few of trying to avoid these payments or something like that. Like what the hell are those people thinking of. And at the end of the day, there's one thing I really doubt: do they really care about my ah ma? I don't understand why is there a need to suspect each other like that. I rather to take ah ma home and I take care of my ah ma myself, don't need any bit of their help.

That few people are the elders and i'm obviously paying little respect to them. But respect is what you earn when you have the ability or skill. You don't earn it because of your age or generation.

so angry. grrr....

2008-05-13T22:58:00.003+08:00

Job interview tomorrow!~

Details about it coming up tomorrow after the interview...

Remember the concert i was talking about? I just had a practice with my concert team members. Took a chance to chat with them after the practice and then found out that the one who shares the same seat and instrument with me is the classmate of Shangru's sis! Such a small world.

gotta hand in 500-word reflective essay tomorrow leh~ i only wrote 100 words la.. gotta hand in 1 every week consecutively for 4 weeks, and each stands 10% of total. To make things worse, i'm not that type of person who reflects! die liao la...

2008-05-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

There are a couple of things I've yet to announced.

First, is my new little puppy named Pepper. She's a Chihuahua, now 8weeks old, and has an apple head. Very cute!!! Will upload her pictures when my handphone is fixed. Handphone's been down for a week already... She is really really cute!

Second thing. My 王子 went to Sim Lim Square with me on Saturday, 10th May, the first day he got his pay. He bought me a red psp slim! with all his pay... First day he got his pay, he's broke. poor thing... The shopkeeper even told his colleague in Hokkien, "her bf bought her this psp. Where to find such a good bf." haha.

The last thing. I'll be performing for a concert organised by my music school on 31st May.. the 2nd last item, aka 18th item. will wait till very sian lor~ Anyway, if anyone interested in coming lemme noe k!

2008-05-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

Met up quite a number of people in this trip to school today. Even those i've seen for the first time since the start of semester 2.

I've gotten a special semester 1's module during the add/drop period, which is 'Psychology to career develpment'. And... I'm gonna s/u it la. damn. Need to write 4 reflective essays. And have like research programme which is optional but gives 4 bonus points uponing completion. During the start of lecture, i got a call from Wei Jing. She was sitting behind me! and yay! I've gotten a friend to take this boring module with me. And then, about after an hour, i received zhen yun's sms. She was sitting behind me too!!! But the slow snail was late, that's only told me she's there 1 hour later. and yupx, double yays! Got another friend, though the irritating snail, can entertain me during the boresome 3-hour lecture.

During dinner at the new foodcourt, aka canteen A', with zhenyun. I met Alan there.. He was going to the Open Office lecture at 6 after having dinner. After awhile, I saw 2 familiar faces sitting beside me. That's my brother and his gf! So that makes 5 people i've met already. On bus, I met Xiaoyu... Oh wow.. Never tried meeting so many people in a row.

2008-04-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

aha! end of exams!!!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~ XD XD XD

2008-04-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder if i'm in it for the right reason.

Anyway, 王子 is flying off very soon. I'm gonna miss him.

bon voyage to my 王子.

2008-04-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthday to irene!

lol.. heard that she's been very slack this semester. keep on playing bridge! oh ya, i haven't seen her for this entire semester. don't think i've seen shen yun this semester either. lol.

Guess i've been too inactive this semester.

good luck to all my friends in ntu and nus who'r gonna have their exam soon.

good luck to myself too! yea, i need luck very very very much.

remaining inactive till end of april.

i seriously hate tests and exams.

2008-03-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

Haha... Taiwan shows are so long winded!!

happened to watch a taiwan show yesterday afternoon. it's already 400+ episode. It's been showing since 1yr+ ago. lol.. remembered best abt a part when a guy who was trying to console a gal crying over her mother's death. He said to the gal, "if you feel like crying, cry out loud." When the gal started crying on his shoulder, he pat her head and said, "don't cry, don't cry..." =.=

2008-03-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

It's the first day for the maid here. She's gonna be staying here for a few weeks. duh.. kinda lost a little freedom n privacy at home. Was very uneasy having stranger following us and staying in my room. sho weird~~~

Stef, Juat and Weihua came my house today. played the mini mahjong! table too small and the tiles kept falling.. haas XD but still sho fun!!!!! speaking of it, my hands are getting itchy XD

When's gonna be a chalet? isit gonna be soon??!!

it better be.

2008-03-08T13:33:00.002+08:00

o.O I'm still alive.

no operation for my grandma. . Cos the risk is too high. That would mean she probably can't walk anymore. She's being transferred to a community centre now, where she needs to start learning how to adapt to the new way of living - which is, on wheelchair.

NTU open house today. Daniel Ong's there!!! i performed drumming at the stage at the centre, in front of SBS building. Though already have performed quite a number times outside and in school, still kinda felt nervous today. But good thing is, i didn't make much mistake. Not sure about other drum mates though.

About my schoolwork, i think i'm really stupid. Realised i haven't met my jc buddies for a long long long long time! hope i can meet up with them soon..

2008-02-24T00:51:00.002+08:00

To all the Gods and Immortals that have ever existed:

I sincerely beg for the recovery of my grandma. I'm hereby willing to take all her pain and sufferings.

- Kelyn.

2008-02-16T12:26:00.002+08:00

I passed driving!!! Thanks to my daddy, my 王子 and cousin Karen for wishing me luck! checked the horoscope book, it says i'll have exceptionally gd luck today. indeed! gotten a lenient tester who doesn't penalize me any points in the circuit. ^^

who wanna take a ride in my car? Queue up! =p

2008-02-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

happy valentine's day to all~~~~

and of course, to my 王子.

it's the second valentine's day he can't spend with me. he gonna spend it with his sir/bunk mates instead. =S but we gonna have a belated v-day on saturday night. i have a little gift for him =) oh, n if i don't see flowers, i won't give. ahaha =p

2 tests today. couldn't concentrate studying. *sigh*

2008-02-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

What's said is different from what's done.

Why does it always have to be this way?

2008-02-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

Yes, he is different. Totally bubbly and someone whom i can comfortably talk to.

And i can't believe my heart was moved by the 2 videos he showed me.

2008-01-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

王子 has been trying to give me surprises... The surprises are really pleasant. I really really love it. What i hate the most is - i always miss it!

Those are what's really sweet about him. But his work has been making him frustrated many times and often very tired. And I don't know is it me or him. To me, his attitude has changed. And a lot other things about him have seemed to change.

I wanna stand by him, share his troubles and pain, and give him all the emotional support. But these have been all so difficult. I really really hate this side of him.

2008-01-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

=x

I haven't updated my blog for sooooo long!

aiyah... School started already. Holiday is so short...

Was kinda upset with my last semester's result. I got C+ for my bio =( And it's a 4AU subject, pulled down my GPA by a lot =( How am i gonna take pharmaceutical next time?! =(((((

Hmm.. The past few days i've quarrelled with my 王子 a lot... Don't know what happened. I just got very upset by the things he did very easily... He held my hand very loosely and very often he didn't even hold! And i thought i didn't mean much to him. Haax. I had been so oversensitive. And his motive was that he wanted me to hold his arm, that's why his grip was usually loose. Lots of miscommunication! It could probably due to the amount of time we spent together ba... His work has really filled up 85% of his week. We don't even get to meet on Saturday sometimes. He has little chance to sms me too... Haax.. But i'm taking the module, "Effective Communication" this semester. Hope it helps. Haax..

2007-12-18T00:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Shangru!

ah, my dear... You're 19!!! From this moment till the clock next strikes 12, i'm still 18. And you're 19!!!!

Been unable to choose which of the 3 to buy. So i bought all. Hope you like them dear =)

Like i said, your 19th birthday is very very very special! 'cos it's the first birthday i ever get to celebrate with you! Hope you'll enjoy the day =)

Luv you lots!

2007-12-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Stef!

Didn't manage to come home before midnight to post this. But anyway, had quite a nice celebration, i think. lol... Well, we were in the situation of 4 person sharing a cake in Food Republic, again. =P

Sweet 19, girl! =)

2007-12-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

Mahjong!!!

Had overnight mahjong session! Finished at 8am this morning. Played kinda slow. haha.. But very fun! =)

I nearly got Shi San Yao.. Just 1 more tile!!! Anyway, my luck turned quite good about around the end. End up winning 39 monopoly bucks, which is 39cents. Xiaoyu won 91 monopoly bucks, i.e 91 cents... lol. At least something... =p

Slacked at Mac in the morning. Played Bridge. Then some Tarot card type of game. Predicted that i'll get married at the age of 23 with a wise man.. lol..

Watched Hero at Vivo City. All the way to Vivo City to meet xue ting and watched Hero. And immediately after the show, 4 out of 6, including myself, left Vivo to do our own thing. Lol. Sounds so dumb..

Love my week.. Packed with lots of fun activities that i'm looking forward to day after day. ^^

2007-12-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

王子,

Happy Annivesary!

This past year, i've seen the many different sides of you and all the changes you've made for me. So many times you've made me feel touched, while sometimes sad. But the happy memories with you are the only thing i keep, though i do mind sometimes when you fall asleep before saying good night and the fact that i'm getting further from being a taitai. At times i feel like some kind of toy you play, but most of the time i know you care. You stand by me - everytime when i'm upset, and cheer me up because i was crying over a lost game. The first few months together didn't go well especially when you were looking so dead during every date. I had seldom seen a smile in your face. You asked if i would be able to stand this because this is going to last for another year. My answer to you is, i don't and never know, but i'm glad i've spent the year with you. We've been better, we both know. Thanks for the love you've given me unconditionally and I will treasure every moment that we can spend together. Love me more okays? =P

2007-11-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday ZhenYun!!!

Oh man, it's 11.59pm when i post this... hahax

By the way, Zhenyun was MIA until i called her house number. Finally got her. She said she wanna go back to her hostel to get her handphone charger and laptop. I went to wait outside her room.

Irene bought a small PINK hello kitty birthday cake for Zhenyun. With a PINK candle... So sweet right? =P Oh, and the cake is CHOCOLATE flavoured.

Bought all the things she doesn't like, the cake of course isn't for her to eat. It's meant to smash on her face! XD And we did... =P After much hard work and chasing though... =x

Oh, and my exams' finished!!!!! But i'm not too happy about, cos i know i didn't do well... =(

2007-11-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

In one day, i got the items from my wishlist.

Thanks lots ringo =)

2007-11-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

i flunk my Bio quiz when many others are getting either full marks or near there.

What can i say?

i'm so stupid.

Sigh.

i want my ikea heart cushion and Vista compatible bluetooth adapter.

2007-11-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

Snee...*stop*

Sniff Sniff...

terrible nose.

Don't miss me halfway!

2007-11-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

I'm yours ~ Jason Mras

Cute in guitar accoustic version =)

2007-11-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

What if i had gone crazy,

Would you care for me more?

What if i had gone missing,

Would you wish to see or hear me more?

What if i was robbed,

Would you insist to walk me home?

What if i had met an accident,

Would you hold my hand tight and never let it go?

What if i was in coma,

Would you stay to take care of me?

What if i had only a few days to live,

Would you be the one to fulfil my wishes?

2007-11-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

Before i get too stressed out by exams,

shall see some of the silly things happening around...

Not i wanna say or being anti-chyna... But chopsticks are really difficult to USE!!!!

SEE!!! Evidence...

Found the right brinjal for me at supermarket! Short and round, and more importantly, cute! =P

The black cat in Hall 11. It was slacking in shade, and flipped around like this when it saw me...

Chawanmushi!!!! Big apple and i made it together... A bit too salty though =x

Aiyah... looks nice can le ma.. right? So i can post it up here ma...

2007-11-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my Mommy!!!

May my mom stay forever young and healthy!!!

I love my Mom!!!

2007-11-05T02:11:00.000+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

- Over you ~ Chris Daughtry

2007-10-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

I wanna be someone

Who's able to understand you

When you're not in the mood

While being less irritating

And able to stay calm when you're agitated

To share your troubles

Lend you my ears

And give you support

Without being affected emotionally

By your mood or words and actions

So my words will always sound sweet

And everything's still good

But I'm not that someone

2007-10-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

This entry is specially dedicated to my dumby apple...

Dear Baka Ringo (i.e stupid apple),

You are so unforgivable!!!

One moment you can be talking to me,

The next second i hear you snoring!!!

Eyes closed and head swaying to and fro.

Yet, it is amazing how you are able to do it. lol..

Tired then rest earlier!!!

2007-10-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

My classmate, Cheston, has just passed away 2 days ago... Due to asthma attack...

21-yr old, a very good guitar player, smart, cheerful, and brought much laughter to people around him...

I don't know him well though, but still, farewell...

Life's really unpredictable...

2007-10-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

I've bought KinKi Kids 39 album!!!! It's the album containing their favourite hits in these 10 years!!!

Sho happy XD

really really nice pictures of the Domoto brothers inside.. They are nearing 30!!! yet still so kawaii!! XD

Love my Tsuyoshi lots!!!

Uh well, my 王子 too, before he gets jealous XD

Haven't been to Lot1 for a loooong loooong time... So we went there today to check out the changes. haax.. quite a couple of shops have been replaced...

Took some pictures with my dumb dumb...

His expressions are all the same~ -.-

2007-10-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

It's Aisah's birthday!!!

I can never forget hers, cos she's exactly 2 months older than me!

This girl ar... she's funny, one who used to get very excited about wearing black undergarment, and hates being under the sun cos she thinks she's too dark and wanna be fairer... Blur at times.. The strong girl who plays the biggest standing base drum beside me, who played the 4 big timpanis! We used to work together to create huge sound impacts and make the tubarists jump!!!

Been missing the good old days in YCMB!

Baked cookies with my dear cousin karen yesterday night till mid night! We were also chatting online!!! I advised her online, to not 'eat snake', otherwise the cookies would be burnt!!!

And she said the same thing to me!~

And... the cookies went chao ta...
It's ok... Those were for my brother to sample.

Baking cookies is fun!!!* =P

(*statement valid for the first round of baking only)

2007-10-17T15:46:00.000+08:00

Didn't pass my driving test...

Very disappointed...

Haiz...

2007-10-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

i donated blood!~

My blood pressure is finally above 100 XD

They are right, the process of donating blood is really not painful.. cos what's painful was... THE INJECTION!!!!!

they wrapped my elbow with pink bandage with purple hearts.. kinda nice.. heh heh...

Driving test this wednesday... well, luck is all i need.. ><

2007-10-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

Try this! If it's really too small, then click this link: http://www.miniclip.com/games/sushi-go-round/en/

2007-10-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Been 10 months...

This time he gave a wooden 'pencil' with "Raz Kelyn" curved on it.. Not very nice.. hahax. But sweet la.. That's when i realised the many plasters on his hand and finger... He cut his hand when doing that! Awww...

Well i gave him a cross stitched key chain i finished in 2 nights. Nicer than the pencil!!! =P

2nd time in circuit today... I wanna pass my driving quick! Hate the lost of freedom when driving, especially when the instructor has a brake on his side... That's how the car i drove got collided when he stepped it for a sudden brake. bump!~

Don't like this instructor, though he's my dad's friend. So difficult to get an answer when you have a question. Either he doesn't talk properly, as in can't be understood, or he doesn't answer to the point. Like today, when i stopped at an uphill slope, supposed to move after that... He said must signal right before you move. I don't understand why, cos i wasn't turning right, just moving forward, so i asked him... He said, "if you don't wanna signal, that's your problem. You can don't signal. Tester deduct your marks, your problem."

wtf.. Is this answering to my question? I didn't even say i don't wanna signal. I was only asking why is there a need!

[ Love my big apple lots =) ]

2007-10-04T14:50:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to my dear cousin Karen!!!!!!

Still young and lovable o!
May you get to have all those in your wishlist soon!

Luv ya!!!

2007-10-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Auntie Lyn!!!! (or Uncle Lyn) XD

Your nephew misses you!!!!

All the best for your final year in poly! hope to cya soon!!!!!

Kinki Kids still rocks!!!!! =P

2007-09-28T03:22:00.000+08:00

I'VE FINISHED MY LAB REPORT!!! yay!~~~ sho happy =)

After few days of bad luck, *pray pray* don't be so suay now onwards. Having a module test, driving test, performance, etc etc... good luck come come~~~

On wednesday night, on my way to Bukit Batok station in 985... The bus didn't stop at the stop i wanted to alight!!! Blur me, i still thought it would end at Chua Chu Kang station.. Then it went further.. and further... and further...

and further...

Until it entered an expressway. Darn. The next stop was at Toa Payoh. I was further and further..

and further...

away from my home... ><

I was kinda helpless when i alighted after the expressway. Didn't even know where i was and it was pretty late already. 王子 was so guilty he wasn't there with me. He almost went out of the house to find me. Silly boy...

Such a nice weather yesterday morning. Nice rain. Though i woke up at around 7, replying 王子's smses. The bus he took broke down when he was on his way to camp. Lol. He's also so suay. Must have gotten it from me. Despite that, he still maintained the nice guy image with good good temper. =)

I forgot to tell him i'll be having driving yesterday morning. He said, since the weather is nice, sleep more. I listened to him o! Slept more. And then overslept... woke up exactly at 0934 when i was supposed to leave house by 0930. *cries* Thanks to the person who gave me a wrong number call at 0934. I didn't speak with him nicely though =x Just woke up mah...

toopid train.. missed one train, then the following few are not for passenger service. The train i later boarded left Boon Lay station at 0957. I was supposed to reach Bukit Ghombak by 1000!!! *cries cries*

2007-09-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

just passed midnight...

Mid-autumn festval is over~

Haven't even seen that moon and it's over~

I requested to see the moon last night, with mooncakes. So traditional huh.. hahax. At least better than staying at home. My dad suggested to see the moon at our house's balcony. So sian... That's fine, but the problem is, THE MOON CAN'T BE SEEN from our balcony. ><

Met up with 王子 on monday. We went Causeway point for a walk. He has been wanting the new released Halo 3 for very long already. But the game is very expensive. 79.90bucks. He asked if he should buy it, cos he's penniless and spending that amount will make him heartache. I said, if he bought it, then he'll get heartache for awhile, and get the fun from it. But if he didn't, he might regret plus not having the fun of playing. Haax. Me and my theory XD

So he decided to buy the pre-order card, yet he was short of cash. I didn't want to lend him any money XD
And he was kinda sad back home. Poor thing... XD

He gave me a "love souvenir" (ahem) with very mushy content in a box. He was damn shy. Wanna give, yet don't wanna let me see what's inside the box until i requested for an exchange of item.

Dumb dumb.. So sweet... It's written there, "what we share today, we'll keep it forever"

And said already, it's supposed to be an exchange. So i flashed him the Halo3 pre-order card. =)
And his reaction....

The dumb dumb with the bear bear blur blur look.

XD

2007-09-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

ONE WEEK BREAK ! ! ! =D

yay~~~~~

ok, my both tests flop. What's over is over, anyway. Just enjoy my break ^^

Shall begin with everything that happened after my test...

First, I met kok wee again on bus. We have been many times on the same bus, same group in lab twice and stuffs. And we almost never talked. Today we first talked o! Hahax. The first impression i have of him is that he looks like some Taiwan artiste. Those in "Ah Cheng" that kind... Haha! Anyway, another new friend =)

Went for tuition after that. My tutee is really sometimes clever sometimes dumb. Very random some more. During exams, his state is usually dumb. Halfway through tuition, i heard pruuuuuuk.. I turned and saw him moved. I guessed he had moved his chair. But not. HE FARTED! %$#@&! O mi gosh ! STINK terribly ! Could faint. I was stretching my head towards the open window in front of me, yet was still difficult to catch any fresh air. *giddy*

I told my dumb dumb. He said, "smack his butt". Then i told him that i don't want my hand to have the smell of his fart. Dumb dumb continued, "wipe it on his face." =x

Journey home alone, saw a malay family. The youngest girl, a baby, has very sweet face, sweet voice. SHE IS SO CUTE ! ^^ The bus passed by some chinese traditional event for mid-autumn festival. On bus, heard the chinese drums and cymbols. The girl kneeled on her seat to look outside, and as the bus moved, she waved and said, "bye bye tong tong cheng!" lol... cute! ^^

2007-09-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

Check this out!

The longest officially recognised place name:

Taumatawhakatangihangakoauauotamateapokaiwhenuakitanatahu, New Zealand

[picture from wikipedia.org]

How to tell the cab driver if i wanna get there? =x

2007-09-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

Bio~~~ T.T

Why am i studying it?!!! Duh... The notes are so difficult to understand... The sentences are problematic! All the "is", "are", and some "the" are absent from the text itself. Making it so difficult to read. Needa read it double, triple, or even quadruple times before i could comprehend the message it's trying to convey! Darn. Took me 4-5 hours, just reading through a chapter with 30 pages. Total of 5 chapters, meaning, i'll need about 25 hours?! T.T This test stands 20% of the total final grade for this module, which is quite a lot... so depressing...

I need lots of luck for the test tomorrow =x

Fortunately there's something to cheer me up above all these 烦恼s. Got the chance to chat with 王子 ! Good thing he wasn't too busy last night that i could chat a little with him for a while... I thought i was gonna miss that chance again when he smsed me while i was giving tuition. Such bad timing right? lol.. Replied him only about 20minutes after receiving his sms. Luckily he replied ^^ He told me to jia you for tomorrow's test this morning... I'm trying T.T

2007-09-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

IT'S ONLY MONDAY!

Awaiting friday, yet afraid thursday to come 'cos have bio test... T.T

Have been feeling giddy all day. Guess i really have been starving for too long... But i just don't feel like having anything...

But thanks to the snowskin mooncake XD Haax... Mom brought it back from her office. It's perhaps the best and most special snowskin mooncake i've tried ^^ Outside it's really soft and chewy, wrapped inside, is rich chocolate with rum. Every bite is a mouthful of chocolate rubbing your teeth with rum, and the soft snowskin melts on your tongue.. Drooling? haax. Of course that isn't so true, just exaggerating XD But it's really nice lah...

Out of luck.

Have missed a few smses from 王子. By the time i realised and replied, he had been asleep... Slow eh, me. Could cry... So i've been guarding my handphone, carry it wherever i go then i won't miss the chance to talk to him, hopefully. Hmm... but till now he hasn't smsed me yet... Maybe just not today...

Out of luck.

2007-09-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we rehearsed for our next year's concert. The first time i meet all my ensemble members. They are all kids la... If i knew earlier, shouldn't have agreed to perform. =x So dumb.. the room is always so freezing cold, make my fingers numb. And i have so many running notes to play some more =x

Tests are coming up, and i can't get myself to sit down and study... always feel like doing other things and after that feeling guilty for doing that instead of studying... Looking at that stack of bio notes, so foreign. T.T

Sianz... Really really need someone's encouragement. But 王子 not around...

Love my yan-jie man... Just as when i need it, she sent me an sms telling me to jia you... ^^ Yupx! I'll try to work hard while my attention span still lasts XD

Everytime i close my eyes, it's only images of him i see lah...
Really really miss him, lots.

2007-09-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

Girl: You hang up first

Guy: You hang up first

Girl: No, you hang up first

Guy: No, no, you hang up first

Girl: No... You hang up first...

*tooo... tooo... tooo...*

Girl: [furious] I can't believe he hung up on me!

Heard from my dad about some mysterious things happening at my old house area... There are 4 trees with monkey-like sculptures on the tree trunks. A total of 7 'monkeys'... Some strange things happened... Got an auntie said that she has passed by a few times, and she struck 4D 1st and 3rd prize... Another story is a car once hit head-on to one of the trees rather terribly. Yet the driver could walk out of his car unhurt. Went there just now due to kaypo-ism, a lot of people were at the trees bai bai.. lol...

I lived there for over 12years. Had never once noticed.. The trees are just below my old block. Though i still remember that the trees along the road were new when i was young... I shall also go there bai bai those monkey sculptures le, pray that 王子 will be safe and sound. =x

Hearing very little from 王子 o... He's currently in Tekong... He smsed me awhile ago, telling me he's ok, don't needa worry for him.. After replying him, and he replied me once, and he never replied since then! So fast k.o lah he.... ><

2007-09-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

王子 left for field camp for 2 days already... Miss him a lot a lot...

Wonder how and what he's doing now...

Will somebody tell me that he's safe there.

He will only return on 21st Sept o.. 2 weeks leh.. He needa ressurrect me when he comes back le... I'm already dying o... for so many days cannot bully him... *bored bored* =x =p XD ><

Mid-autumn fest coming! still remember celebrating it last year at Nelson's house... Cos of the heavy fog that night, we stayed in Nelson's living room to watch his ceiling light instead of the moon.. haax =p with Snowskin mooncake!!! =p

2007-09-05T16:21:00.000+08:00

Added "Pachelbel's Canon" for my blog.. Its rock! Woohoo!~

Listen to the full version o! =p

That needs some patience XD

Still fixing the problem of those breaks

2007-09-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Baozhen !!!

Her 21st Birthday leh! Her 21st birthday lor... Celebrated with her at JP after her work... had mos burger, and i bought her a slice of cake from coffee bean for her as birthday cake... And a japanese dictionary as her birthday present o!!!! She likes it very much o!!! =P

These few days ain't too good... Must be due to excessive stress out of a sudden i guess.. After a long long break from school - 7 months free from stress - and now it comes back again. Got into bad mood so easily lor.. And my dumbdumb suffered a lot with me also... He's a poor thing o... Kept wanting to cheer me up and somehow i seldom did, and even i did feel better, it didn't last for long... He can't afford any plush toy for me, be it a pooh bear or a turtle. He can't even afford his own meals lor... Plus we are both broke now.... ><
Poor couples get the most happiness, they say...
But I'm further and further away from my 'tai tai lifestyle'

2007-08-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for so long.. lol..

board 179 in the morning. At the immediate stop after where i boarded the bus, came up a family of three.. Very formally dressed, except for the 2-year-old.. The mother's very young and pretty and the father's young and shuai.. lol.. She let her 2-year-old sit the very last seat in the bus... That's the three seats nearest to the driver.. Beside the baby was a NTU year 1 girl..

The baby started talking to her mother:

"Mommy, sit.."

"No, you sit," the mother said.

"Mommy's standing.. Mommy sit..."

And the baby started shifting himself to the right to make space for his mom..

*so cute ><*

Then, he turned to the right, and looked at the NTU year 1...

"Auntie.." he called her..

"Auntie.."

Non-stop..

Ofcourse it's wrong. How can an 19/20-year old be called auntie? The mother corrected her son.. "call Jie Jie"

The baby looked at his mother, and turned to look at the 19/20 -year old and said:

"Auntie..."

*Pengx* ><

2007-08-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

On NDP that day...

Went to Marina Bay to watch it live... =) Left house around 11+, and surprisingly met 王子 at boonlay station.. He passed me: psp (cos he said that can entertain me when i feel bored there), Umbrella (just in case there rains, and i don't usually bring it), tissue (cos i seldom have it) and a pack of plasters (cos i have blisters on my leg)... Was touched, of course...

We reached there kinda early. Donated some money outside Raffles city and got my white star light stick! Very nice... This year's fireworks also lasted very long...

After that, we went to Marina Square and gathered at the open field.. Then came a group of kids, secondary school kids.. They came sitting beside me and requested to take a look at my white star cos it's nice.. So i let them have a look.. And the &%#$@ group of them ran off after getting hold of it.. So childish lor... Was negotiating with them, then a tissue auntie come ka chiao me.. She doesn't know how to talk at the right time to the right person one.. Cos of that auntie that &%#$@ group ran away lor...

But cos that's my favourite colour stick among the rest, i was so damn upset la... Then complained to my 王子... But what to do... The white star can never come back..

Sat at Marina Square for quite sometime before we left.. And by the time i reached home was already about 12am.. And 王子 msg me said he's outside my door.. I opened, and he passed me a blue star.. He went around asking his friends for one.. So touched la... And i cried.. ><

But my dad... Gave that blue star to my niece without my permission!!!!!! Pissed.

2007-08-09T01:18:00.000+08:00

Singapore is now 42 years old already o!~~~

I have Ndp tickets! Later then tell u more about it =p

Watched Alone with Irene, Zhenyun, Fish, Weihua, Longteng just now.. The movie is from the director of Shutter! Hmm.. I like both movies' twists in the stories.. But for Alone, i don't really understand for some scenes.. Like, why is it that way.. Lol.. It's totally horrifying.. each time when i anticipate a horror scene, i will quickly pass e popcorn away.. lol. Otherwise it will fly XD

But i didn't know Wangzi has booked the tickets for Secret... He wanted to give me a surprise de.. But i spoilt his plan..

2007-08-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy!~

Bought a 53bucks keyholder for him! After considering between a $17 and a $31 ones.. XD And despite Wangzi kept on stopping me from spending too much..

Transferred 1k to my mommy for my new furniture set, and transferred .5k to my daddy for my laptop... ><>

And and and... School starts! Omg Omg Omg.. means my holidays end! boo....

The timetable's a crap! Have econs lesson!!!! =x Not for it, i won't have to attend school on wednesday!!! Stupid econs =x I have an hour lesson in the morning, afterwhich, a 6-hour break, and then a 2-hour lesson!

#@%&!

2007-08-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

2007-07-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

Let me out of this rollercoaster

2007-07-19T13:19:00.001+08:00

My house has been so messy!!!! painting the house lo.. I painted my room orange and light yellow, but cos of the base colour being blue, it turned out looking really weird.. Orange and some patches of green =x Yepx, thanks lots to my dumb dumb for helping me out...

By the way, Happy belated Birthday, Juat! She called me today, then I know she's back from holiday... And Nelson's back from Indo yesterday =)

Speaking of holiday, my family won't be going for any this month le T.T July before school starts, is a perfect time for doing stuffs we haven't done. I suggested to go for a holiday while my gor suggested to paint the walls. Only his proposal's being accepted! No more holiday~~ ><

But i'll probably be changing my furniture in the room to a 2-storey bed, where the top level is the bed, and the bottom level is empty, so i can buy a study table to put there... That will save me a lot a lot a lot of space! My room's so small lah...

2007-07-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

Too many things are cramping up, even my brain

They are just meant to be this way

What it is and what it was, we can never change

I just hope it hadn't been this way

2007-07-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

Harry potter and the order of the pheonix...

It isn't that nice! Or probably i was busy shifting my position during the show cos my left butt was painful XD Not as nice as expected, the plots especially..

Was suppsoed to meet Hui Yan they all at Marina Square to shop, but i was late cos i went Sim Lim Square with my dumb dumb before meeting them.. And then nearly got lost.....=x Bought WoW and its expansion plus a game card.. Kinda xintong.. Pocket got hole le..

But my pocket's hole can never be bigger and wider than my dumb dumb's.. He's always so penniless. poor dumb dumb...

I feel i'm getting more and more irritating. Still, my dumb dumb can stand me... He's become so understanding, and i suddenly feel that he really knows me well =) And always makes my day so fine.. ^^

2007-07-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

/Sweat

My tutee has finally done my homework.. At first i was still hardworking, found some pages from other assessment books then created some worksheets and test for him.. Sometimes i feel he's hopeless in Mathematics, sometimes i thought he's good.. Weird... ><>
The mom was kinda startled, and quickly got hold of it.. lol.. he's so cute...

Haiz.. My dad doesn't allow me to go out... He only allows me to go out only once a week, and that is saturday afternoon.. I feel so deprived.. ><>

Guess those army guys gonna envy my dumb dumb a lot.. He everyday can stay out.. Recently also given a project, to transfer a book of data to a soft copy. With that, he's given 3 off days. But ya, the stuffs he's gonna type is a lot.. With his typing speed, he kinda finished it in a day.. lol.. I "helped" him out at his house this morning.. helped to type and scan some pictures.. kinda slowed his progress. haax.. But i was nice leh! Distracted him a lot, so he could take his eyes off the computer and rest. See, for good purpose! =P

2007-07-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

07.07.07

yupx, and today is me n my wangzi's 7th month together. That makes 7777!

He's sweet........ =)

He told me to go to his house in the morning. Like so secretive.. Then i went knocking on his door, and he brought me to the kitchen. And tadaa~ he's made baked pasta..

Then we went to watch die hard 4.0 at Vivo. Hmm.. What to say, just not my kind of movie lo.. bombings, the so-called super high tech stuffs..

But my music lessons were in the middle of our today's date.. thought it's kinda a spoiler.. =x Though everything turned out so perfectly. Went for dinner. He gave me a greenish squarish cutie thingy.. lol. A hp holder actuali.. kawaii desune... walked to level one, then heard people screaming my name.. I looked up, it was chong they all la.. lol.. A whole group of them there, at 3rd level. Shouted from level 3 to level 1 leh! So paiseh.. some long-time-no-see faces.. lol.. As noisy as ever.

My wangzi walked me home.. found a dark quiet spot around my neighbourhood.. And he did this....

Nice right? He's so sweet lah.. touched ^^

And the time i said about us playing warcraft 3 together? And he built some towers forming some words? This is it! tadaa~

Okay, the minimap is really mini here.. =x

And i've something to confess...

He's so sweet!

2007-06-29T18:52:00.001+08:00

Today is my last day at work. We had a farewell cum welcome party in the lab office.. Farewell to teo, wanhong, me n zy and welcome Wallace and Lily.. Well, during the speech, i thanked a few people, forgetting boss.. Think she wasn't very happy.. Anyway, she didn't appreciate my work.. what do i have to thank her about? Wanhong came back to work for 2 days, thus, also able to attend the party. He's put on weight! hahax.. so do i.. T.T Baozhen's supposed to be the organiser, but she had ear infection yesterday, quite bad, and she can't come to work today..

Teresa asked me, today's your last day, how do you feel? I was thinking back, a few days ago when i told Manoja that friday's gonna be my last day, i told her how excited and how long i've been waiting for this day.. And today, i kind of felt sad.. I was as if tied to a strand of rubber. So difficult to walk out..

Dr Chua had told me a lot about life, some life guidelines to follow.. He bid me farewell and gave me a big hug before i left.. Oh, and i left my cup there.. haha.

I will miss you lots, Baozhen! =)

Who knows i might forget on monday, and wake up at the usual time and go to work..

2007-06-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Brithday Xiao Yun!

and

Happy belated Brithday to Long Teng and Xueting!

The june babies... ^^

And happy belated birthday to xiaoyu fishie, too, though it has passed for nearly a month. And to my dearest sister, Eldwin.. He remembered my birthday la! But i forgot to wish him Happy Birthday.. Have let so many people down ><

Anyway,

Sweet 19! the first digit is still 1 o!

Was playing Warcraft Frozen Throne with my dumb dumb.. We played custom games, and one of it was 'Marvel TD'.. Supposed to build towers to stop the enemies from reaching the portal at the top. My dumb dumb built the towers such that they formed "I LOVE U".. Saw it in the mini map.. Sweetie pie ^^

2007-06-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmm........

Yesterday came a new guy, Wallace. Tall, slim, wears specs, poly grad, 23years old, fresh from army air force.... The day when I first saw him was when he came for interview.. Old vege brought him to the lab.. Old vege asked me to test once to let him see, and so i did. The same thing as he's usually said everytime he brings someone to view the lab. "Rubber has a very unique property...... the second and the thrid cycles are almost the same....."
Exactly the same words... o.O

That Wallace was in very neat blouse and pants like some office guy the first time i saw him. I thought he look shuai.. But I was wrong............ =x Mayb cos of that office guy/ businessman appearance, which i think is cool, that interfered my judgement.. =x By the way, he's here to take over the slackest QC, teo, who's leaving end of this month.

Ah, wanhong left the company last friday... Missing his lame craps, and I haven't kicked his a**! Guess zy will miss him the most.. wahaha...

lol.. Think nobody wanna take up my job after all my complaints even it gives good pay.. Has been on msn nick for a few days and only 2 came to pm me abt it.. lol. But they both studying. can't work for the time is inflexible. even my wangzi helps me to 'advertise' lo.....

Why are the days of this month don't seem passing? I want my pay!!!!!!!!!

Ah... My masterpiece...

Bi Sheng head band!

Ingredient: Rubber, Blue ink

Made in Singapore

2007-06-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

Have I changed or is it you?

Why don't I feel the same?

As if...

Strangers met.